Obsess
10: 1 Turned off the light, But doesn’t feel right,
I do it again and again,
How many times has it been,
10: 2 If I don’t get it right, Will my family die? Will I?
10: 3 Walking down the street, Same damn feeling,
I have to repeat,
Turn around, go back,
This time don’t step on the crack,
10: 4 A horrible thought drifts through my mind,
For forgiveness, Make up a ritual,
do it twenty times,
10: 5 Maybe with my hands or my feet,
I’m embarrassed so it must be discreet,
10: 6 Life is exhausting when things don’t feel right,
Constantly repeating,
and keeping it out of sight,
10: 7 I try and stop, to just move on,
But the feeling’s just too strong.
JEV